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Isaac Lahey ([personal profile] freezerburned) wrote2012-08-21 10:00 pm
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werewolfing: (and we will never be the same again)

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[personal profile] werewolfing 2014-01-10 12:47 pm (UTC)(link)
[peter looks up at isaac, brow furrowed, face openly confused. he's completely lost, seemingly not only on a different page than isaac but possibly in a different book entirely.]

What? Get what...huh?

[he's tired, and it takes him a second, but it finally clicks. the forced smile, the weird, defensive posture, the defeat in isaac's expression.]

Isaac...no. I don't know what you think I'm thinking, but no.

[he moves slowly, because god knows isaac seems to be bracing for something. what he gets, though, is a hug.]

werewolfing: (won't you let it dry)

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[personal profile] werewolfing 2014-01-10 01:16 pm (UTC)(link)
Shit, Isaac, I'm not mad at you. I'm not...

[his grip tightens as his stomach roils, but his hands are splayed on isaac's back, open and unthreatening, and his nose is cold where it touches isaac's neck. he sniffles, takes a breath, lets it out. that, at least, is warm.]

By talk I meant talk, that's all. With words. Didn't mean to make you think...whatever.

[he doesn't even want to say it.]
werewolfing: (in the cold morning light)

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[personal profile] werewolfing 2014-01-10 01:50 pm (UTC)(link)
[he lets go because isaac wants to be let go, but doesn't move away, just lets isaac do the backing up he wants to do.]

Hey, stop. Just. Listen for a sec, okay.

[peter tilts his chin up enough to meet isaac's gaze. he's not actually that much shorter, really, only a few inches, just enough that he has to look up a little. peter's stressed. he's worried and kind of scared, it's there in the pinched set of his mouth and the slight furrow between his eyebrows. but he meets isaac's gaze and his eyes are still calm and sure, even though the face around them isn't. peter's not good at reassurances, he's never been one for giving them.]

There's nothing that you need to fix, rikonoro, cause you didn't break anything. I'm not mad and I'm not leaving and I don't want you to either. It's just been a shit-hitting-the-fan kind of day.
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werewolfing: (oh but how were we to know)

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[personal profile] werewolfing 2014-01-10 03:07 pm (UTC)(link)
[peter can tell isaac doesn't believe him, but he doesn't think isaac's going to believe him, that there's anything he can say to counteract a lifetime of experiences otherwise. he's sort of like a wounded animal, peter's come to reason, or one of the feral cats that show up on the rumanceks' doorstep, whose trust is earned in patience and with time.

peter hopes they've got that kind of time.
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You can say that again. Christ.

[he scratches under his chin, the back of his neck beneath his scarf.]

You can feel however you want to feel. I mean, Roman... [he shrugs, and it's more helpless than casual.] I'm happy to see him. But it took about thirty seconds for him to remind me that he's a real pain in my balls.
werewolfing: (how am i gonna be an optimist about this)

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[personal profile] werewolfing 2014-01-10 03:23 pm (UTC)(link)
[that makes peter actually smile, although it's small and crooked.]

I appreciate it. Roman's more of a danger to himself than anybody else most of the time. He's gonna be real...himself about me having other friends, since that's a brand new development, but he'll learn to cope. He's not an asshole all the time.

[peter doesn't sound like he intends to give him much in the way of other options.]

And he's upir, but he doesn't know it.
werewolfing: (it's harder than you think)

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[personal profile] werewolfing 2014-01-10 04:34 pm (UTC)(link)
Kinda vampires? Kinda not. And he doesn't know, so mostly it's not a thing. You seem to smell most of the shit that I can feel, so he probably smells like...something.

[he hesitates for a moment.]

If he's mad, though, don't look him in the eyes.
werewolfing: (we will walk our different ways)

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[personal profile] werewolfing 2014-01-13 09:58 pm (UTC)(link)
[peter pauses. it's a hesitation, pure and simple, and his next words come out slow, in the way that isaac might recognize as peter trying to articulate things he doesn't feel comfortable admitting.]

Roman's complicated. Has been from day one. You and me...you said it before. Not so complicated. I know Scott's back and all, and...

[he shakes his head.]

I'm a simple man at heart, is what I mean. Never gonna tell you that you have to stay, that's not how it goes.

But it'd be good.
werewolfing: (of the shackles and dreams)

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[personal profile] werewolfing 2014-01-15 12:43 pm (UTC)(link)
Not to me, it doesn't.

[there's that hesitation, and then he forces the words out in a rush, pulling his hat off to tangle his fingers in his hair.]

I don't promise things, not in the way where it means any damn thing, because the only people who stick around are family. The only people who've never fucked me over or made shit harder are Rumanceks.

And you.

It's that simple. We made a deal and we have a deal till you call it quits.

[and that's something that peter's never offered anybody before.]
werewolfing: (in the cold morning light)

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[personal profile] werewolfing 2014-01-15 01:36 pm (UTC)(link)
None of this is supposed to be a thing at all, Isaac.

[peter's pulse is a rabbit-throb behind his breastbone, and he's far too aware of how close isaac is standing, the warm white puff of his breath and the twitching muscle on one side of his jaw, the rough of the tree against his back. his head is bare now and the cold is already burning his ears, but peter can't seem to move except to lift his head, to look up at isaac staring down at him. for the first time in awhile, he realizes that he has no damn idea what isaac is going to do, that if isaac decides to hurt him nobody's going to see him out here in the dusk. he should be more afraid of that than he is, but what he's actually afraid of is the other boy turning on his heel and stalking away. peter swallows, clenches and relaxes his jaw, and meets isaac's eyes.]

But here we are.
werewolfing: (all that i adore)

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[personal profile] werewolfing 2014-01-15 02:44 pm (UTC)(link)
[peter's head hits the tree and it hurts, but he's busy reeling from the fact that isaac's got him shoved up against the tree and his mouth is pressed up against peter's hard enough that peter can feel his teeth behind his lips. this isn't on his mental list of things that could happen, until the instant it does, at which point it makes all the sense in the world.

his chest hurts, both because isaac's knuckles are digging into it and because he's totally forgotten about breathing. so he does that, all at once, a sudden loud inhale through his nose, and his mouth goes soft under isaac's as his hands come up to cradle the other boy's face. it's not a surrender, not exactly, because when his lips part, they part to try and catch isaac's lip with the flat of his teeth, not to bite but to cajole. it hadn't really occurred to peter that kissing isaac was something he wanted to do until it happened, and now that it's happening he wants to do it properly. isaac seems to be expecting violence but peter's not giving him that, not giving him anger or fear or rolling over and showing his throat, but offering him something different.
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werewolfing: (in the cold morning light)

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[personal profile] werewolfing 2014-01-15 03:20 pm (UTC)(link)
[suddenly all the pressure is gone, and peter almost stumbles forward when isaac pulls away and the cold rushes in between them. he feels dazed, confused, like gravity suddenly did a little shimmy to the side. it takes a second before he processes what isaac says.]

Okay. Okay.

[nothing has to change. that's a lie, but it's a nice comfortable sort of lie, the kind of lie that means they don't have to rethink everything. or too much, anyway.]

Roman's...I'm not leaving him alone, he can't deal on his own, but staying with us wouldn't work either. I'll figure something out for him.

[he swallows, leans back against the tree.]

Yeah. Nothing has to change.
werewolfing: (you're fireproof)

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[personal profile] werewolfing 2014-01-15 10:12 pm (UTC)(link)
[the idea makes peter snort, and he shakes his head side to side a little.]

God, if only it was that simple.

[when he glances down he sees his hat lying on the snow, where he'd dropped it when isaac kissed him.

when isaac kissed him. jesus.

he bends down to pick it up, coincidentally mostly hiding the moment that his tongue flicks out to taste his lower lip. what the hell are they doing? peter can't even remember in the moment how they got from where they started to here, how he didn't really notice where exactly they were going until they arrived. he brushes the snow off of his hat, puts it back on.

nothing has to change. but isaac's calmer now, steadier again, and the clench in peter's chest is easing.
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We'll figure it out, yeah? But we should probably get home before it gets much colder.
werewolfing: (we were born with nothing)

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[personal profile] werewolfing 2014-01-16 11:09 am (UTC)(link)
[it takes peter a second before he pushes away from the tree, shoves his hands into his pockets and falls into step beside isaac. this, he's pretty sure, will keep, at least until things settle. so he takes a breath that burns his nose and down his throat, tilts his head and offers isaac a hopeful, puppyish face. peter's not actually hungry, but that doesn't really matter.]

Ooh? What's for dinner?

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