I know its complicated i can tell that and i don't even know everything that happens back home, but we need to also be able to do this on our own. what if he leaves? what if something happens and its not easy to forgive and move on?
[It's a tiny slice of the Erica that was ready to leave, even if she's not even sure who that is.]
he can always come to us, you know. he did once before, right? when he needed us? why do we have to go to him?
and to answer your first question: i didnt do anything. i told derek that i wanted to live in a different district than jackson and he started telling me to leave him alone
i know youre not an idiot, isaac. if i thought that would i be sharing the messages?
i trust you and im going to be on your side here. i dont owe derek anything here. all of this all the things i have i got myself. my doctors. my treatment.
I wont fight your battles. im just willing to fight with you.
[And that... honestly means more to him than anything else she could have said. He's, frankly, never had that before.]
...im not some kind of loose canon i wasnt going to just jump out and attack him out of nowhere. derek he just completely ignored every reason i tried to give him. you were right he is protecting him. and after everything ive done and everything hes done i just...
[It's not that the title is important to her. She's not Stiles or Scott where she thinks she's going to be doing ridiculous things with Isaac in the middle of the day. There doesn't have to be silly inside jokes -- even if they do seem to have a lot more open conversation flow these days. Less... filtering, if any at all, but she still likes knowing that he considers her someone important.]
i didnt think you would just go shadows blazing and try to confront him. if you want to talk about it more later we can.
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i know
i just... everything is really complicated. im with derek i have to be. i owe him... well a lot. we all do
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[It's a tiny slice of the Erica that was ready to leave, even if she's not even sure who that is.]
he can always come to us, you know. he did once before, right? when he needed us? why do we have to go to him?
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let me think about it alright?
and to answer your first question: i didnt do anything. i told derek that i wanted to live in a different district than jackson and he started telling me to leave him alone
which was kind of the point i guess
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i'll still hit him too. just saying.
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i just... im not an idiot okay? if there wasnt a good reason for this i wouldnt hold onto it like this
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i trust you and im going to be on your side here. i dont owe derek anything here. all of this all the things i have i got myself. my doctors. my treatment.
I wont fight your battles. im just willing to fight with you.
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...im not some kind of loose canon i wasnt going to just jump out and attack him out of nowhere. derek he just completely ignored every reason i tried to give him. you were right he is protecting him. and after everything ive done and everything hes done i just...
man i dont know.
thank you. again. youre my best friend erica
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i didnt think you would just go shadows blazing and try to confront him. if you want to talk about it more later we can.
and im gonna stop and pick up dinner after work.
[She is totally going to bring home tacos.]
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what are you getting? get me something??
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im getting tacos i think.
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im really hungry :(
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ill be home in an hour i think are you already home or still at work?
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the pet store is
well its not good. i dont think well be making any money for awhile
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ill be home in an hour with food.