freezerburned | IC Contact for Asgard

By the time you get this you should be back... [ He makes it sound like Isaac's gone on a trip somewhere because thinking about him being dead upsets Scott too much. ]

I don't know how much you remember, but I know you well enough to know you're probably beating yourself about it. It wasn't your fault, okay? No matter how much you think it was, it wasn't.

And if it was you who helped with what happened at the pet store... [ Scott shakes the horrible images from his mind. ] It's okay. I forgive you.

I'll understand if you don't want to see anyone but tell me when you're back.

...It's good to have you back, Isaac. Believe me when I say that.

[Isaac doesn't reply for two days- well, he's dead for two days, but what's more, he doesn't know how to feel when he sees Scott's message. There's no relief that comes with the forgiveness, no thankfulness. He just feels hollow.

Even after he sees the message, he doesn't respond for the longest time. When he does- it's late, and his words probably leave a lot to be desired.]

im back

[Scott asked him to tell him- he can do that much. The rest of it? He doesn't know what to say. Doesn't even know how he'd begin to express what he's feeling, what he wants to say. So he leaves it at that, a two-word text message after everything he's done.]

[ Nothing about Isaac's reply surprises Scott. He's just glad Isaac responded like Scott asked. ]

okay

do you need anything?

[ i.e. do you need me? ]

it was me the whole time.

[He doesn't know how else to say it. Everything is just a jumble of mixed emotions, tight in his chest. Everything just stings. Isaac still isn't sure how to make his thoughts even remotely clear, and the fact that Scott is offering some sort of help just makes him feel worse.]

everything i did, i

[He's going to finish that thought, but he doesn't know how, so he just sends it, half finished like it is.]

Edited 2013-09-30 04:58 (UTC)

[ Isaac, please don't send Scott half-finished sentences like that. It makes Scott paranoid that Isaac was typing until someone came along and stabbed him or something. After the past couple of weeks, he wouldn't be surprised if something like that happened. ]

do you remember anything?

yeah. bits and pieces. they say itll all come back to me soon enough

[There's a pause there, and Isaac sighs, before sending-]

i wish it wouldnt

maybe you'll get sent home so you won't remember...

would you want that?

...do you?

I don't want to wake up and for you to be gone again

I just want you to be okay

Sophie told me to tell you she's sorry

im fine. totally fine.

...ill be fine anyway

where is she? shes not responding to my texts

I don't know, she didn't respond to my messages after she told me she killed you

...weird.

[And alarming, considering.]

youre not mad at me?

of course not

you weren't you

you really think I'd be mad at you?

id probably be mad at me

do you want me to be mad at you?

it seems appropriate doesnt it?

not really

dude i killed your puppy

wasn't mine

was it you who actually... [ took bites out of it?! ]

ew no

im not that fucked up

jesus christ scott

what! you said you killed it

for all I know you could have got possessed into being a puppy eater

oh my GOD

I DID NOT EAT YOUR PUPPY

i just actively participated in its death and i feel really bad ok????

oh

thank god

I mean not thank god you feel bad except maybe thank god for that because if you didn't feel bad I'd be worried you didn't have a conscience

but thank god you didn't eat it

...so wait who did eat it??

its not really his fault? he was corrupted

but yeah uh. grey wind ate it.

grey wind is robb starks wolf. hes sort of a friend of mine

...things are kind of awkward between us now though

you said it wasn't his fault so it can't be yours either, can it?

I think awkwardness is unavoidable in this kind of situation

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