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Yes.

[ but at least you're talking to him. he counts that as a good sign. ]

I think it might be getting fat.

[ overfeeding the thing to death. ]

Edited 2013-09-11 02:21 (UTC)

youre not supposed to feed them every day

[There's a pause though. And whether Derek actually keeping their ~~love fish~~ beta alive softens him a little, or he just sort of missed talking to him, Isaac responds to the original question.]

no apples. being homeless means i didnt really have anything home worth trying to get here anyway. and ive seen enough of the future i dont want more

[ shit.

but anyway. ]

Good. Have you spoken to Scott or Stiles?

and erica

i know. i wish i didnt but i do

[ well, at least that saves him the trouble and sorrow of having to go over it.

it takes him a bit to write out the next message... ]

I know the last few months haven't been easy. I didn't mean to make things even harder.

[ so he's sorry. about it all-- mostly for what's happened here, but also for the things that are to come. but what is actually saying so. ]

well you did

[There's a long pause, and- well, in the past, he'd never speak out against his alpha, but Isaac is stronger here, and he's been breaking away from Derek for weeks now.]

look its fine. the jackson thing i just. i dont care anymore whatever.

[The rest of their pack dying has a little more forefront on his mind than a childhood rivalry.]

It's not fine. Your anger towards him is justified. I just didn't want to see that.

[ okay? he knows it seems like a small thing in the light of everything, but unlike the things going on back home, and in part here, it's something he can hope to fix. ]

[Wow, Derek admitting he's wrong? That's actually... really big of him. It's enough to make Isaac soften a little.]

...thanks.

are you okay? with the whole... erica and boyd thing

stiles and scott keep trying to get me to talk about it but i cant. not to them they dont get it

They were pack. They died on my watch.

[ so no, he's not really okay with any of it. and yet, derek doesn't know if he'd be any better at talking about it with isaac, even if he does get it. ]

Stiles seems to think it his responsibility since he's seen it all go down. He might understand some of it better than you think.

[ not on a pack level, nothing like that. but he's seen what they all go through, has lived it and derek can't ignore that either, as much as he might want to. ]

[ and some minutes later; ]

I'm here though.

[ if you want to talk about it. he'll try. ]

[The idea that Derek might blame himself is actually surprising, and Isaac has to pause for a moment to consider that, to reevaluate it. But in the end, he doesn't know if there's anything to say.]

im fine.

[Or at least, he will be.]

i dont really want to talk about it. i mean im here too if you need... idk but im okay.

[He's not trying to shut Derek out- if he wants to go over it, they can, but Isaac just... doesn't want to put his own feelings in the mix. He's still sorting them out.]

Alright. If anything comes up, don't hesitate to call me.

yeah yeah i know the drill

[That's what his last telling-off was for, remember?]

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