[she really, really wishes she wasn't locked up right now. So she could find Isaac and have this conversation in person; she's had so many important conversations over this damned device and it drives it crazy - she wants to be honest with people and here she is, still hiding behind something, even if it's against her wishes.
She switches back to text, because she doesn't think she can talk without crying, and she's done that far too many times for her liking]
It's not fine. But I will not talk about it anymore.
But I know - it is frightening, what he can do. I have never been scared of anyone before, and even though we have made amends he terrifies me when I think of how easy it is for him to simply take my magic away again.
But do not misunderstand - if you need to protect yourself, then do it. When you talk about this, it sounds like you want to go out and start a fight with him, and that is why I keep asking you not to. What is it that you want to do, Isaac? This "something"?
text again
She switches back to text, because she doesn't think she can talk without crying, and she's done that far too many times for her liking]
It's not fine. But I will not talk about it anymore.
But I know - it is frightening, what he can do. I have never been scared of anyone before, and even though we have made amends he terrifies me when I think of how easy it is for him to simply take my magic away again.
But do not misunderstand - if you need to protect yourself, then do it. When you talk about this, it sounds like you want to go out and start a fight with him, and that is why I keep asking you not to. What is it that you want to do, Isaac? This "something"?