[before she can finish reading the reply, she's switching on the voice to respond - because fuck everyone in the room right now, forget trying to type on this thing she still isn't that used to. This is not how she saw this going, this is now where she wanted it going, and she told Peter she didn't want to push things away anymore - so this is her desperate attempt not to do that]
Isaac. [it's almost pleading, how his name comes out, and as she starts speaking, her voice shakes, every now and then] The whole point of the bloody thing was to get people to think - do you really think we thought we would get away without getting caught? We knew what would happen. That is why I set that trap, just in case—and it bloody went wrong, because I do not know what happens to a person locked in a room like that. I did not know it even worked until Sofiya's post and Peter came to speak to me—I get it, and no matter how many times I apologize it will not make what I did any more right. I know.
But the reason I do not want you to do anything is because I do not want anyone else getting hurt! I do not care if you are a werewolf and you can protect yourself, or that you think you can get away with it—I do not want you getting hurt again. Okay? That is why I was so against it. That is why I am happy that you are not longer involved. I - [she pauses, finally, and then forces it out; it's no less true, but she sounds scared, almost, for admitting it] You are my friend and I care about you, and I just want you to avoid it all. That is it.
[she goes quiet, almost long enough that maybe she's done, but then she says the next bit quietly]
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Isaac. [it's almost pleading, how his name comes out, and as she starts speaking, her voice shakes, every now and then] The whole point of the bloody thing was to get people to think - do you really think we thought we would get away without getting caught? We knew what would happen. That is why I set that trap, just in case—and it bloody went wrong, because I do not know what happens to a person locked in a room like that. I did not know it even worked until Sofiya's post and Peter came to speak to me—I get it, and no matter how many times I apologize it will not make what I did any more right. I know.
But the reason I do not want you to do anything is because I do not want anyone else getting hurt! I do not care if you are a werewolf and you can protect yourself, or that you think you can get away with it—I do not want you getting hurt again. Okay? That is why I was so against it. That is why I am happy that you are not longer involved. I - [she pauses, finally, and then forces it out; it's no less true, but she sounds scared, almost, for admitting it] You are my friend and I care about you, and I just want you to avoid it all. That is it.
[she goes quiet, almost long enough that maybe she's done, but then she says the next bit quietly]
Okay? I just don't want anyone else getting hurt.