[ Allison wants to believe she's reading too much into this, that the only reason she's wondering if Isaac means that in more than just a friendly way is because of her conversation with Stiles, but... Honestly? She's not so sure anymore. She's definitely, 100%, absolutely certain she doesn't want to know the answer to it just yet, though; the last thing she needs is more stuff to think about. And besides, she - in a round about way - asked Isaac not to date Scott, so what kind of person would she be if she then turned around and dated Isaac?
Assuming she even felt that way about him. She's not sure how she feels about much of anything right now, she just knows that she still wants Isaac in her life. The idea of him being pissed at her after his message was just another crack in her broken heart. So she's going to choose to ignore Stiles' voice in her head, in the uncertainty she now feels about her and Isaac's friendship (more whether either of them would want it to be more), and she's going to be friends with him. Just like before. ]
I just need to focus on myself right now, you know? That's a lot harder to do when you're in a relationship.
[ Especially with the boy your mother tried to kill. Especially with how strong her feelings for Scott are; she can't just let herself hide in him and how he makes her feel because that's not going to allow her to deal with anything. ]
I was also keeping my distance because I wasn't sure how you felt about me, after... You know. The conversation before Christmas.
text; I CAN'T HANDLE THEM also i demand we thread this out js
Assuming she even felt that way about him. She's not sure how she feels about much of anything right now, she just knows that she still wants Isaac in her life. The idea of him being pissed at her after his message was just another crack in her broken heart. So she's going to choose to ignore Stiles' voice in her head, in the uncertainty she now feels about her and Isaac's friendship (more whether either of them would want it to be more), and she's going to be friends with him. Just like before. ]
I just need to focus on myself right now, you know? That's a lot harder to do when you're in a relationship.
[ Especially with the boy your mother tried to kill. Especially with how strong her feelings for Scott are; she can't just let herself hide in him and how he makes her feel because that's not going to allow her to deal with anything. ]
I was also keeping my distance because I wasn't sure how you felt about me, after... You know. The conversation before Christmas.