im not trying to do anything. i told you i dont give a damn about your feelings
[Which is the long and short of it. He doesn't care about what Jackson feels (but maybe I'm sorry I didn't die is hard to hear anyway), which, in a way, makes him more brutally honest. He hates him. He does.
And whatever the hell this- this conversation, this argument, this something is, it doesn't change that. Jackson is sorry, sure- Jackson hates himself for killing people, that's understandable, but going to Isaac about it is strange, and it makes him feel more than a little uncomfortable.
He shouldn't. He should mock him and then hang up, but maybe Isaac has been spending too much time with Scott lately, or maybe he's just growing a little as a person, because he still doesn't do either of those things.
Even so. The next words are hard to think, harder to type out, and he almost doesn't send it anyway. It's too personal, exposes himself too much, to Jackson of all people. But Jackson has seen him vulnerable for years, and as much as Isaac tries to force it away and make him forget about it, the truth of it is always looming over his head. Jackson knew. He knew, and it shouldn't feel humiliating, but it does.]
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[Which is the long and short of it. He doesn't care about what Jackson feels (but maybe I'm sorry I didn't die is hard to hear anyway), which, in a way, makes him more brutally honest. He hates him. He does.
And whatever the hell this- this conversation, this argument, this something is, it doesn't change that. Jackson is sorry, sure- Jackson hates himself for killing people, that's understandable, but going to Isaac about it is strange, and it makes him feel more than a little uncomfortable.
He shouldn't. He should mock him and then hang up, but maybe Isaac has been spending too much time with Scott lately, or maybe he's just growing a little as a person, because he still doesn't do either of those things.
Even so. The next words are hard to think, harder to type out, and he almost doesn't send it anyway. It's too personal, exposes himself too much, to Jackson of all people. But Jackson has seen him vulnerable for years, and as much as Isaac tries to force it away and make him forget about it, the truth of it is always looming over his head. Jackson knew. He knew, and it shouldn't feel humiliating, but it does.]
why didnt you say anything?